我最近还好吗？

It's been long since I posted shit over here.
But decided to post something small today since someone is stalking my blog. (:
Not going to say the name here, but she knows who she is.
*wink*

Anyway, many things have changed since I last posted on this blog.
1) Took the first flight of my life.
2) Stepped out of Southeast Asia the first time in my life.
3) I have changed. Maybe?
4) Not as "emo" as the past now. (As seen from the past posts)
5) Final year and I'm graduating soon! 235 days to be exact.

Many people told me I've changed but did I?
I gotta admit I had some internal problems within myself, especially after so many shit I went thru.
But now I'm feeling much better, although still tryna cure some parts of my "broken soul".
There's few stages of a "broken soul".

Denial > Anger > Bargaining > Depression > Acceptance > Self-consciousness

I'm proud to say I've gone through 5 of them and now I'm at the last battle with my "dark self".
There's been many people telling me that I've changed, or people talking to me has this "awkward" feeling.
I was afraid to admit in the past but now since I'm feeling better, I'm gonna admit it!
So please try to keep the conversation up or just forgive me when I'm lazy to talk. (:
It's quite a mental challenge to try to carry on the conversation.
Still trying to work on it.
Will be back to normal soon. (:

Anyway I got back from Taiwan few weeks ago.
It's a fucking nice place over there.
I would say it's better than Singapore in terms of culture, weather, people, food, language.


十分


孔明灯 - It's totally fucking chio.

Next place I wanna go is either Japan or Korea.
After my army I wanna go New York Times Square.
It's all expensive but I'm willing to sacrifice everything for it.
Didn't really travel when I was young.
So now it's time to feed my travel-deprived soul.

Gotta fucking go now.
Signing off...
Nights! (: