Although it's suppose to be a day for love and dating, but I used it to clear away things from the past.
Deleted her contacts, unfollowed her on Instagram and Tumblr, she's out of my life forever. (:
Tried my best to be her boyfriend and ex-boyfriend, but she just couldn't appreciate a fucking shit.
So after a fucking 13 months of separation, I decided to get her out of my life.
It's quite a happy feeling again as I look forward ahead in my life, thinking what kind of surprises i would be getting in the future.
I can foresee that in another 10 years of her life, there wouldn't be someone who would sacrifice his health, money, time, friends, energy, sleep, family, happiness, school, homework for her.
Did lots of crazy things just for her.
I remembered skipping maths class because she was sick, so I went to her house to take care of her, then she chased me out, so I have no choice but to return to school for my project.
Honestly, Dover to Bedok, back and forth, is no joke.
And once I also cabbed down from Woodlands all the way to Ngee Ann Polytechnic just to fucking fetch her back to Bedok because she was giddy, then come back to Woodlands again.
And I made a record of never failing to fetch her back home no matter how early, angry, late, rain or whatever shit.
Did many many many more stuffs for her, too many too list out.
Spent so much on her, like over $1000? Yet she threw everything away when we broke up.
At least give to your brother or pet or the old age home right.
Anyway, I still do wish her all the best in her future stuffs, hope she will fucking be more sensible, sensitive, mature, thoughtful, less-selfish.
When does a relationship sucks - From a guy's perspectives
Gonna post something random today.
Nothing got to do with Valentine's day, just a random thought.
It's about what a guy feels from a shitty relationship.
It's from my own experience and point of view, so no offense to anybody or whatever shit.
It's only about some relationship, but not all.
When we feel that you treated your ex better than us.
It's actually very fucking easy to feel if you really did love us or not. If you accepted us in a relationship, don't ever fucking give reasons like "having past phobias" or "afraid of being hurt again" or whatever bullshit. Be more matured, this is not some puppy love relationship. Being together with someone who is affected by her own past is FUCKING irritating.
When you clearly show that your family is much more important than us.
We know you love your family more than us, of course. But you don't have to FUCKING prove it or show it to us.
We treated you as if you're part of our family. We took care of you in your family's behalf. Your parents should feel grateful to us when we take care of you while they're away. Why should you hide us away from them? We're not terrorists. We are not young for an underground relationship anymore.
When you don't put in effort to be committed in the relationship.
Relationship is like a full time job, and it takes two people to make it successful. So you better do your part.
When you don't bother to change for the better.
When we have did something wrong, we will try our best to learn and change to suit the relationship. So if you have something we are not happy with, you should change too. Otherwise this relationship will NEVER work out. There's no such thing as a perfect relationship where you find no flaws in each other.
When you treasure your friends more than us.
We take care of you when you're sick, do everything we can to make you happy, sacrifice everything for you. We are the second closest to you apart from your family. So why put friends above us?
When you only need us when you're bored.
We're not an entertainer.
When you cancel our date just because of minor reasons.
This shows how much you really want to fucking see us.
When you could easily say you want a break up.
If you can't handle us at our worst, why should you be with us at our best? Why want to be together in the first place?
Have a sense of responsibility. We trusted you with our happiness, don't make us regret it.
When you are unforgiving.
We're not perfect people, we make mistakes. We forgive you when you made mistakes too. So why hold grudges at us?
When you could be so happy and carefree after breaking up.
We would be so sad after you left us. I don't understand how you could just forget all those shit so fast.
Don't get it how some of you can do these just after breaking up.
When you accepted the relationship even when you don't truly love us.
Accept us ONLY if you really love us. Don't accept us just because you want to forget about your previous relationship, or looks, or talent, or whatever shit. Don't fucking cheat feelings.
When you never thought about our future together.
Then why be together in the first place?
When you are unfaithful.
Being faithful means not being too close with other guys. We trust you, but we don't trust the guys. And don't do childish things like two-timing or whatever shit. This really shows how cheap you are.
Hate it when this happens.
When you take us for granted.
We're not a charity organisation. We love you, so we need your love too.
When you don't even care if we're sick or dead.
When you're sick, we took care of you. When we're sick, you don't bother. When we're really dead, then you would regret.
When you're impatient to go home from our date.
It means you're sick and tired of us? Is your television and your siblings more important than us?
When you're so unwilling to make sacrifices.
Love needs sacrifices. If not how to know that you really love us?
When you don't like being romantic together.
We fucking HATE being FRIENDZONED by our OWN girlfriend.
Have some respect for someone who loves you.
When you're too lazy to visit us at our home.
Means you don't want to see us? Okay can.
When we have to work so hard just to earn back the money we had spent on you.
Money is not easy to earn. If we're willing to spend them on you, it means you really meant a lot to us. Don't make us suffer and regret from it. Have a heart.
Thanks for reading this shit. No offense to anybody (:
Bye~
